Disattached

and disillusioned. It finally hit me today. I am a stranger here. I cannot fit in right now. I am totally not in the picture. I feel like the movie rolls and I am a lost actor. I don't know the lines, I can't follow the scenes and I have a lousy salary. So lost. This is a weird feeling. I haven't felt this in a long time. Have I been running from it or is this a reminder? I had to write something, though I have no idea what I am even saying. A sigh.