Lost smile

Dude,
When did I get so serious? I had to rejoin that blasted facebook to remind myself that I smiled a lot in the recent years. How come all of that changed? Why haven't I been smiling? When did I forget to have fun? How come I can't "be" as much as I was.
A friend, good ole Josh, told me that I would be smiling even if my apartment burned to the ground. That is how he knows me. It brought back a flicker of memory... I think he is right. When was that and what has changed since? Why have I forgotten to smile? I am out of practice. I'd better get on that!